well on October 12,2005 at 5:45am i offically became a memeber U-PHI(untouchable phi)#1 Line Name: Starbismus, our line was called I.C.U. you know that means, my line sisters names were #2 Biohazard and #3 the Black Lung, my one and only line brother that i have been on line with for the second time now and his name is #4 Schtizo. well im home for a month for winter break. i got home on friday and went to my job The Gap on satuday and worked the next day......big money lol!!!!. so once agian we are going to ATL for the third year to the Honda Battle of the Bands, which is on January 28, 2006. so i need to practice my trumpet while i am at home so i don;t loose my chops.my plan during this break is to have some fun before the new year comes around. hang out with some old friends that i haven;t seen for awhile and try to fixed somethings that are still unfinished. well whatever happens while i am at home happens and no regrets.......maybe if didn't want it to happen...oh well. some people im going to try to avoid because believe i don't have the time to dealing with pshyco females who act like stalkers...ahh!!!!!! then i wonder what will happen with me a jessica now and considering that we broke up whnei cam home for thanksgiving break, but i am home and im going to be here for a month...we will see.? well till next time...pimps always stay pimping and playas always stay fly.....one

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well later thursday night i had ended up going to the hospital cuz of major pain in my stomach. i had been throwing up for the past two days before thursday and found out that i had the stomch flu. but the hospital kept me till 630 in the mourning and gave me some meds...don;t want to talk about that, but ended up by saturday afternoon being able to keep down in my stomach some taco bell...yay!!!! its good to be back home...i hope to see my girlfirend but i haven;t talk to her since i got home today and i need to know what was going on because if not i am going to make my way up to maryland and go chill with my friend ashley who by the way happens to like me or i might chill with some people here up near where i live. in my heart i do want to patch things up with my friend terry but if her doesn;t want to talk to me then i don;t blame him. anyways either way if i end up spending the day with me danm self then so be it cuz i'll end up going to the movies, which i have been wanting to do for awhile. a day and a half tp do something wild so i might as well make it good. the thing i want to most is to really sit down and talk to my girlfriend and try to fix things. well i'll be back to tell you what goes down tomarrow. peace

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well i haven't really had the time to really come up here and update my journal. well homcoming was good evening though it rain people came, but it wasn't as packed. we ended up wining against st. paul college 26-20. the field show came out well and alot of alumini band memebers said we did good. this weekend is fall break and im going to spend time with my girlfriend. we minght to go catch a movie. it would be a great time to really sit down and talk and i need to bring back some winter cloths cuz its getting really cold down here. anyways i'll try to up here later to update you on whats going on. peace.

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TODAY IS MY 20TH BIRTHDAY SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on my birthday i didn;t go to any of my classes and i had dinner made for me and a cake with candles with the number 20. then i so by the band building and i got card that was signed by some of the trumoet section, drum majors, and other sections. it was a good day though it would of been better if my girlfriend was here to celebrate this day with me. i did get to talk to her so that was better then nothing. things have gotten a little better between us and the arguing has calm down just a notch.

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its been awhile since i have written on my page, but i would like to say that i am currently back at VSU for band camp. school starts next monday and i can;t wait, but first i have to register for my classes first. right now i am with out a dorm on campus right not and this really sucks, but im staying at nicole and dede's house right now so atleast i have a roof over my head. i have a girls friend again yay!!!!!!!! and it will be 3 months in a week. her name is jessica and she attends st. paul. i have know her for two years i finally decided to take the chance to date her. she is a sweet heart and sometimes i feel that she is to good for me. i am really trying to make things work and see if i can have a decent long term relationship. so besides that cuz im not going to get into details about us my goal this year is to really focus on my grades this year and concintrate on my major more then music. i had a new job this summer i was working at the gap this year and i enjoyed. im thinking about working there during the winter break when i come back home. today im going to try to crank up if i can considering that im a little rusty.... its all good. well till next time i'll be back to write some more. peace

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well im back we had trojan explosion day last saturday and things went really well. i was a little rusty from playing horn in concert band and haven't been playing my trumpet as much , but thats going to change when i go home. speaking of home i have one week left yay!!!!!!*jumps around and does a split*. im going to miss some people and others not really. i can;t wait to go home and start working some money and spend some time with bro before he leaves for north carolina and also excersing so i can loose some of this weight. i got to see amber today with her prom dress. she looked very beautilful like she always does. well i have been talking to jessica lately and not jackie because she is always busy. jessica and i haven't talkin to in 2 years. i don;t know what she looks like now, but i am atrracted to her. at the same time i have had feelings for jackie for the longest time and i really want to see how things will go between us. at the same time i wonder what could happen with me and jessica. even though most likely she going to go to bcc in florida and jackie is going to be at vcu in virginia. this is so hard, but i quess i will have to see what happens when i go home. one thing i don't want to do is hurt anyone. for my final in 3d i had to make a flot and my float ended up snapping in half while i was carrying it to the gym, so im going to have and I on my final, but i t will get changed when i just do the float again and then my grade will be changed. well till next peace and i will try my best to write while im at home for the summer.

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